I was having a sleepover with the kid that I nanied over the summer and 3 of her friends, I was running around all over the place. My boyfriend came over and my mom yelled at me asking where he is supposed to sleep when we have 4 other people over. I stick him in my room and forget about him for most of the night. I am now in my dorm leaving my hall and me and this girl kiss. I say thankyou name and I mess up her name she looks hurt and leaves. I go back to the sleepover and watch a movie and then the next morning I'm in my dorm with my roomate cleaning up and go knock on the girls door when she opens it she asks why are you here and I take her hands saying I am so sorry and we start kissing. I go drop my boyfriend at home hurrying back to my house. The kids are not at my house anymore and I freak out finding them at my neighbors house.
This dream may be symbolizing certain conflicts and emotions you are experiencing in your waking life. The sleepover with the kid you nannied over the summer and her friends could represent a sense of responsibility and connection with others, possibly reflecting your desire for companionship and social interaction. However, feeling overwhelmed and neglecting your boyfriend in the dream suggests that you may be struggling to balance various aspects of your life, such as relationships and obligations.
The argument with your mom about where your boyfriend should sleep could suggest a conflict between different aspects of your life, specifically between your personal relationships and social responsibilities. This may signify feelings of guilt or pressure to find a balance that satisfies everyone's expectations.
The scene in your dorm where you kiss another girl and mess up her name could represent a potential or hidden attraction or curiosity towards the same gender. The mix-up of her name and her subsequent hurt reaction may symbolize that you are uncertain or uncomfortable exploring this aspect of your identity.
The shift back to the sleepover and watching a movie could represent a desire for comfort and familiarity amidst the confusion and conflicts in your life. The scene with you and the girl in your dorm, where you apologize and start kissing, may indicate a resolution-seeking mindset and a willingness to confront and address conflicts or mistakes that have occurred.
Finally, discovering the kids at your neighbor's house and feeling a sense of panic or distress could suggest a fear of losing or misplacing important aspects of your life, such as relationships or responsibilities. This may point to an underlying fear of disappointing others or feeling disconnected from those you care about.
Overall, this dream seems to highlight your struggle to find balance, explore your personal desires and needs, and maintain meaningful connections with others while navigating various responsibilities in your life. It may be beneficial to reflect on these themes and consider how they relate to your waking life circumstances and emotions.